Making progress, but also facing self-recriminations.  The recriminations are for things that I haven’t yet done — but strangely, they’re things that I already hadn’t done, but in many cases had forgotten about not doing.  Peel away a layer, and you see all the older layers: Aaaah!!

Is it possible to function while seeing and feeling all the striations, rather than just kind of sitting on top of the whole gloppy mess?